Dear blank white page,
Today I need to paint you black because I want to pour some colour of feelings which is deeply attached to my life. When I look back on my life, I realised there are some colours I have never revealed. Those are the colours of self-authenticity and love. At that time when I was trying to find out the meaning of mesmerising to write my school essay, little did I know that mesmerising (the word) will glue towards me and I will never be able to get out of its charm. Little did I know that this word has the power of immense courage. Little did I know that I will find unbound freedom and joy to feel the real glory of life only with the help of one word – Mesmerising.
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Little did I know the friends I cherished that time will leave me one day and I would walk alone to the path of self-authenticity. While finding self-authenticity, little did I know I will get some new friends and this time it will be for a lifetime. Stop laughing dear white page! I didn’t know that when you began to love yourself, positive things starts to happen. Little did I know at that time instead of educating me, someone would belittle me when I was struggling to learn the new work in my office. I didn't know that it will make you strong to make an effort towards immense success. Little did I know that happiness comes when you are with your family and friends and not working all the time. I didn’t know that taking care of your happiness is not a selfish act and my happiness lies in sharing happiness and spread joy with my family and close friends.
At that time when someone said life is so complicated, get a secured job, you have to earn a lot; you have to attain significant degrees, Passion will not take you long, little did I know that I will be captive and killed forever because I was doing what I don’t love. I didn’t know that freedom and happiness come when you do what you love, not what others tell you to do. You will only stay healthy when your mind is healthy. Nobody said that keep negative people out of your way.
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At that time when I was waiting to get one chance to show my talent to my senior, little did I know that God has already prepared my way. I got an opportunity to write a script, and it was better than my other seniors. Little did I know about the right timing, I used to crib for opportunities, but I forgot you are always in the right place, time and context .whatever are happened to be, it happens at the right time. I learned patience at that time.
Little did I know at that point of life, the person who cannot be with me due to some unavoidable reasons will be in the same city today where I live. Yes, we are sharing the same sky.
In this whole journey what was mesmerising is my Faith for positivity. If you have faith, Life will always give you struggles and takes it back to give you success. I am successful today because I listened to my faith which is empowering. Nobody will make you happy unless you love yourself. The Little amount of faith and courage can take you where you want to be. Trust me nothing matters in the end only the beauty of your faith and love matters because it will glow others life.